Did you ever do anything you knew was wrong or that you regretted? I know I have. I also know that if I am truly sorry and ask God for forgiveness He will forgive me. The problem is that until recently I wasn’t “living” what I believed.
I would pray and ask God to forgive me. I would lay it all at the alter. Then when I was done, I would take it all back off the alter and carry it with me until it burdened me again. I would repeat this cycle daily.
Romans 4:7-8 says ““Blessed are those whose transgressions are forgiven, whose sins are covered. Blessed is the one
whose sin the Lord will never count against them”
Once I am forgiven it won’t be held against me! Why I never grasped this concept before is beyond me, but I can’t tell you how freeing it is! Jesus died on the cross to take away my sins. He paid my debt in full! It is an amazing feeling to know you are forgiven.